Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 9:51 PM
yawn
its 10! and im tired alrd...anyway tml need to wake up earli cos need to be at chris' place at 920am! wedding wedding wedding...shall have fun singing! yay...hope we can get some of e nice food..waha...
brainstormed for eco slides...come up w a colourful table...haha...
did draft for cultural slides....
consolidated topics slides...
but fieldnotebook stil zero...
oops.
Labels: rant
@ 3:48 PM
i have never
do u noe i have nv forgotten u?
i remembered it since i woke up
i was afraid to cry
but now
i cant stop
i miss u so much
forever e light of my life
@ 3:38 PM
out of the closet
dear darlings...i am coming out of the CLOSET!! not to say im not hetero la..haha...but to post my blog on my msn nick for THE WORLD TO SEE..
well i have nothing to hide becos watever i sae is true! as long as i dont fabricate stories im not shy...and i dont pretend to be nice to u...i show it to u tt wo hen bu shuang...haha...so comecome if u drop by and wan to exchange blogs...lai la.....
tag me!
im still contemplating whether i shd burst my blister...
Labels: rant
@ 11:16 AM
TGIF
altho din get to go krp cos the weather turned bad....but we still had ppfc, watched dawa perform at stardust, take silly fotos all over school, and go to west coast park...and thanks jes for the ride home! cos no more bus...hahaha...loves ya all...thanks for the wonderful ending to the week...
lets hope nxt week will pass quickli! 3 ppts n 2 projs due...ganbatte kudasai!
kore kara im gonna love fridays!
Labels: school
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 12:56 PM
funni!
@ 10:27 AM
wahlau
it was a WRONG choice to take a look at ur slides la.
u juz copy and paste the whole bloody thing onto the slides. what for?
den i have to summarise it for u isit.
juz fyi its a powerpoint presentation not a bloody stupid essay for goodness sake!
YEARGH.
how not to be pek chek u tell mi?
Labels: rant
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 2:19 PM
the F day - last straw
it sucks when u pick urself up
and the same person has to push u back down agn
when u have cheered urself up w labrador, with singing, with good food to prep u for the week and everything comes tumbling down
it was a good dae (getting used to the usual proj meetings n stuff)
den the stupid sms
even had no mood to slp on the train at all
u feel lk screaming at anyone tt wans to hear u
and another tt is so confused abt when to meet wat to do and asks at the last hour
do u even realise tt people like us have the same things to do and personal things to worry abt?
den y do u have the liberty to handle urs at the expense of us
its juz not f-ing fair
RARR.
project happy me step 2: bkt chandu, wedding singing
juz plain sick and tired
wans to get over it!
i believe u will get wat u deserve
juz watch out
Labels: rant
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 7:19 PM
my head is bad
my headache is back to haunt mi...sigh...
ran 1.2km juz nw...according to my field work on the street directory...haha...
den i had rosy cheeks...
feels good i shall do it more often...
now do some housekeeping before i begin on my 888 word essay agn...
and another thing tt shows i m senile...my room is now yellow NOT blue.
Labels: rant
@ 2:44 PM
splat!
while i was busy doing my essay...661 words...out of 2-2500...
some cat jc ppl came to knock my door and sell post its for a $2 donation.
and i did..haha..
click here if u wan to noe wat splat is abt...
I AM BLOODY DISTRACTED.
and my sis lost my bicycle. SIGH.
and and and i ought to start sprucing up my blog.
and inspired by leons project white room...i shall hv proj blue room...haha...
Labels: rant
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 10:31 AM
labrador
feeling much lighter now...e moment we went to labrador we ate ice cream!
den i had a jog while e 2 went to tk pix on the intertidal zone...den the jetty...
aft tt we walked up to the 'summit'...
den took pix of the moon while many ah-bing ges we near us hunting for some man whom they believe escaped into the forest...
den we went to ppfc for dinner! char kway teow, carrot cake, kangkong, sotong n stingray!
good food for good moods!
wld hv liked to juz sit there n nuah n chat longer!
nxt time okie?
and now its my turn to sae...
"thankew leon n enghwee for the wonderful night... =)" - chua, j. (2008)
haha...wedding prac later...shall start work tonite or tml... =p
423/2000 corals
Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 2:27 PM
canto songs obsession
<<为何他会离开你>> -林忆莲
为了他 令你哭
为你哭 令我哭 为你很顾虑
难为你跟他一对 泼过无尽冷水
为爱他 为挂他 为怨他
为了他习惯受罪 如今他走了请不要追
旧情 注定 丢淡
问题不只一晚 命途总可以拣
为何他会离开你 谁叫你变了他知己
常缠在一起 会换来危机
他找你 不找你 你竟幼稚到讲道理
男人总轻视你寸步难离
原来拥吻 如不放 错在你
没有他 便叫他
没有花 便要花 渐爱出惯例
常揹着一生一世 气压蚕蚀美丽
为了他 做过东 做过西
若似奴隶与卖艺 如此的悲壮已经失势
情人 要被 轻放
自然相处洽当 为何不听我讲
为何他会离开你 谁叫你自己不会飞
常缠在一起 会换来危机
他找你 不找你 你不智地对他生气
问他等于问你 当我问候你
双眼像凿满伤悲 谁又敢深爱你但未怪你
昨天那天真的你
若是还有骨气 拿回缠他的心机
拿去爱惜你 怎可泄气
为何他会离开你 谁叫你没火花点起
仍缠在一起 谁亦会怕腻
他找你 不找你 有他那苦衷兼道理
男人总轻视你寸步难离
原来拥吻 如不放 错在你
热情 冷淡 反悔
为何 怎么 怎会
谈情后你我也学会
郑秀文- <<默契>>
就是离别过就是怀念过
便清楚爱怎出错
便清楚你真的爱我
但往日我很傻
就是常做错就是求自我
未珍惜身边一个
在此生再不想错过
从年月里能全部看清楚
由始至终只有你一位
难以代替爱得多仔细
静看着对方无言语
仍然是觉安慰
明天世间怎去作估计
和你默契爱一生一世
是你令人生能完美
谁人及你等于我一切
《小城大事》 - miriam yeung
青春彷佛因我爱你开始 但却令我看破爱这个字
自你患上失忆 便是我扭转命数的事
只因当失忆症发作加深 没记住我但却另有更新蜜运
像狐狸精般 并未允许我步近
无回忆的余生 忘掉往日情人 却又记住移情别爱的命运
无回忆的男人 就当偷厄与瞒骗 抱抱我不过份
* 吻下来 豁出去 这吻别似覆水 再来也许要天上团聚
再回头 你不许 如曾经不登对 你何以双眼好像流泪
彼此追忆不怕爱要终止 但我大概上世做过太多坏事
能从头开始 跪在教堂说愿意
娱乐行的人影 还在继续繁荣 我在算着甜言蜜语的寿命
人造的蠢卫星 没探测出我们已 已再见不再认
Repeat *
我下来 你出去 讲再会也心虚 我还记得到天上团聚
吻下来 豁出去 从前多么登对
何以双眼好像流泪 每年这天记得再流泪
Labels: songs
@ 11:15 AM
pls get started
PLEASE GET STARTED FOR YOUR CORALS ESSAY!
on a side note...thankew class for the banter early in the morning which helped to cheer up the day...
"u look so 70s.." "somebody's skirt todae abit shorter than normal hor..." aidan
"ur polka-dot umbrella matches ur clothes loh! wah ur hair clip oso!" leon n joey
"wah u juz come fr mambo night last nite nv go home ah..." uncle jon
and chong got embroiled too for wearing a long sleeved shirt. -_-
"this reminds mi of a chinese song lei...the 'wo...wo yao...wo yao ni..." faisal
haha..all becos of me wearing a dress i bought fr camden and havent worn for a long time..since cny last yr..shall go dig out my tights!
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 5:58 PM
stronger (than just now can alrd)
a not so progressive day...did slides for eco and topics...hopefully they juz need some tweaking in the end for the final ppt...
i need to start cracking for eco on coral reefs...6-7 pages not kidding hor...anyway prof is back...but he replied wrongli to my email...haha...he asked 'yong' a question abt how come he dont have a print sign to print the (my) email...and sent it to me! haha...i email back sae i tink u accidentally sent to the wrong person...added a :) too...wahaha...i muz b trying to be funni...mebe tml can ask him abt it during break if he haven reply...
the giant list of impending nooses! jiayou!
i dont need to be stronger than yesterday...juz a little a little along the wae...
hopefulli the trip to labrador can refresh me for the weeks and stuff to come! looking forward...are u all coming too?
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 3:47 PM
待续
KS 和阿金都是同等体。
默默的爱着，希望深爱的女孩得到幸福。
但在心中的某个角落
我却希望着有一天他们也有权利追求自己的梦想。
所以哭了。
Labels: chineseness
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 6:46 PM
going downhill
tourism word count! 471/2000 or 3000 up to me.
sometimes i wonder what the hell is going in ur numbskull brain.
Labels: rant
@ 2:01 PM
retail therapy
i shall try hard not to b addicted...haha...
Labels: retail therapy
Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 1:55 PM
hyperactivity
mondae soccer match we lost 3-2 but was great screaming on the sidelines and being shutter happy with leon's slr...shall post up some of my very proud shots soon!
afterwhich went to astons at pgp for dinner...on board mr sun roof leon's car...
then yest went to queens for free lunch w eme vivian and qing! thx to ain's voucher we had ba wang can! haha...but food was soso la...
and last but not leastest...dinner with thomas at sketches and dessert at MOF! 
and now the work piles in.
Labels: pictures
@ 1:48 PM
scars and can't let go
Scars (Stronger for Life)' by Corrinne May
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Scars make us stronger for life
《放不了手》 -maia lee
这到底是什么 为什么我想不起了
我好像曾经拥有过 我不太记得
这到底像什么 为什么我不能放手
可能是我太过迷惑 是否犯了错
虽然我说过你别来烦我 我比你更心痛
你不懂 我其实很难过
虽然我说过你不用挽留 其实你只要说
你还寸步不离的在这里等着我
我已经放不了手 爱想要收回都不能够
就算我知道我们是没有结果 我也装不懂
为什么我放不了手 每次到心里更是难受
如果我不在你身边 你会更好过
什么都别说 我走
Labels: songs
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 7:00 PM
in sch
the more i push myself
i become tired
but it makes me feel more alive.
Labels: rant
Sunday, March 09, 2008 @ 2:28 PM
rarr
been doing research since morn...! altho not v earli morning...haha...for cultural essay, eco essay and tourism essay...but now sci direct is down for maintenance so alot of ejournals cannot access! rarr...
lets divert attention n move try to tackle e perfumes mcq...!
*prays it doesnt rain tml*
enjoying e feeling of being packed to e brim...
10-12 topics meet
12-2 perfumes lect
2-4 lib!
4-6 hons soccer match
dinner thereafter... =)
@ 12:24 PM
current top song
Labels: songs
Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 8:25 PM
another week down
its been a flash and one week is over since ive been back fr e guano land...but i still very much miss everything there...sighz...had a stressful week cos of all the work and RARR-people...but i survived...thanks to doraemon for the chocolate and everyone else for the nice msgs and pats on the back...its the time of the sem when u are feeling drained and tired and lose sight of what you are looking for...
quotable quotes from me!
1. don't look back and see what you havent done, look forward and see wat u can do.
2. good times and bad times come and go in life. u may wish to return to the good times in the past but dont keep doing tt cos u'll remain in the same place and b unable to move forward.
we shall persevere together! no more tears and perhaps some sea breeze will clear my little brain.
abt 12 more assignments everything big small group and indiv to go...ganbatte!
still in love with mulu...
Labels: mulu, pictures, rant, school
Monday, March 03, 2008 @ 12:03 PM
my tongkat ali family
back from the land of ulu mulu...! a great big thankew to my tongkat ali dorm mates n e fun groupies doing fieldwork at the waterfall...enjoyed myself lots despite being sick...
gained lotsa experiences in clambering on rocks, wading thru freezing pools, trekking through muddy terrain, protecting myself agst bugs and creating frenships (new yr 3 frens, getting to noe my hons class better and a new kor)!
back to work! cult ppt on thurs, essay brief n short thoughts essay for jap due on fri. *gasp*
Labels: mulu, pictures, school