i'm moving.

Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 4:47 AM

此刻收音机播送着: "如果你爱我, 你会来找我..."

recentli addicted to the radio agn...as usual...i am me...need the music to soothe my wrangled nerves...seriousli veri bent and ugly rite now...until i dunno how to straighten them out le...and music on 933 after 2am is seriousli great. helps in concentrating, keeping awake and to soothe. thx to leeway and jonni for helping to keep mi awake too... =)

essays didn't feel so tuff...till u meet with 2 group essays...one has a missing member, who has not done her readings, not did her part of the essay, and submission is tml, and it is impossible to get her on her handfone. another one needs serious editing, be it between different parts or even in one person's part alone, and stuffs don get done til the last min, and some ppl seem to onli talk and dont do, clueless, lack of communication. rarr.

it doesnt feel nice hiding what u feel deep inside and leaving a nice facade for everybody to see. its a wae of survival, but one dae it will snap. juz like wat my therapist said abt my spoilt tendon. i am me. just tt sometimes, i juz dont noe how i shd b me. i can tink all i want, but i ought to do all i want too. one of those 5am nites agn. ha...at least i gave the essay a diet from 4400 words to 3699 words.

there is a time for everything? yah perhaps. except.

jelena means light. i wanna shine. i wanna exceed my own voltage. juz don go *poof*.

its simple.
i juz wanna b happi.

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