Sunday, April 30, 2006 @ 11:39 PM
"这是有史以来第一次有人对我说这些耶, 这实在很让人讶异..." -- 湘琴
"跟我在一起, 你吃再多都没关系, 再胖都没关系, 就算变猪都没关系..." --武仁
"为什么人总是看不到眼前的幸福, 要去追求那些虚幻的感情呢? 你知不知道, 我才是最爱你的人." --武仁
"思想单纯有什么不好啊? 想做什么就去做, 没做之前谁知道有没有机会?" --湘琴
我也是思想单纯吧. 笨蛋.
@ 1:03 AM
不知道在看戏还是在抄台词...
"我不知道直树是不是在慌乱之中抓错了手, 可是这一刻, 我真的觉得好幸福, 好希望就这样一直一直跑下去..." --湘琴
"我早就希望两个人可以象这样简简单单, 就象一般情侣一样, 并肩坐着公车, 随意吃个小吃, 或是什么目的也没有的到处乱逛. 这样的幸福, 有时候好象很容易, 有时候却真的很难. 这样难的幸福, 如果时间可以停留在这一刻就好了, 只要一下下..." --湘琴
"为什么就这样几个字的话, 就可以让我的心一直跳一直跳...很温暖,一点都不怕冷的感觉. 就算现在马上就要死了, 我都觉得这辈子值得了." --湘琴
"与其一生平顺无忧, 这样接受试炼的日子, 其实也蛮有趣的." --直树
"整整一个小时, 直树都没有出来...原本就住在隔壁房间的直树, 现在居然住在子渝家. 虽然你说过不讨厌我, 可是你是不是对子渝说过喜欢呢? 救命呀, 我为什么有一种不能呼吸的感受..." --湘琴
是不是爱一个人, 就可以单纯的觉得什么都是值得的, 什么都算是幸福, 而且非常容易误会呢? 直树误会湘琴和皓谦学长一起, 湘琴误会直树就住在子渝家...往往爱一个人就变得有些小近视, 时而放大, 好清楚, 好漂亮...难过的也好鲜明, 令人透不过气来...而常常会使人做出莫名其妙的事, 没头没绪的东西...
Saturday, April 29, 2006 @ 3:43 AM
看到第8集了!
"终于搬离开直树的家了, 突然生活变得无力起来. 从今天起, 要开始习惯没有直树的生活了. 袁湘琴 要开心喔!" --湘琴
"又再次会到直树家, 心里又些高兴, 但又害怕那幸福只是短暂的而已..." --湘琴
"如果爱那么简单, 世界上就没有寂寞的人了." --直树
看到阿金的美梦, 执着, 难过, 奋斗.
直树冷酷背后的体贴, 烦恼, 醋意.
湘琴还是那傻模样, 却多了点感觉.
跟着他们一起疯狂的笑, 一起难过的哭.
5-3=2
要加油哦!
刚才youtube出了故障, 没得看, 无聊了一下. 要自律哦小姐! 但今天的试卷还好, 所以也该奖赏自己吧! it feels gd to be prepared...yey i prepared a past yr question n it came out agn! okie...sounds abeet bian tai...but whatever...hee...
Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 11:24 AM
original theme song MV...
spoof of the theme song...waha...
another theme song...
@ 9:20 AM
昨晚忘了说我要说的...
看了偶像剧, 顿时就觉得很容易被那种戏里的简单爱情被吸引. 不管是看到傻呼呼的湘琴对植树做出莫名其妙的举动, 或者植树对他如何百般刁难, 都会不自禁让你发出会心一笑. 戏里的人, 傻人总有傻福, 而我的傻是公认的啦, 但幸福就不知怎的, 感觉有些些遥远. 但还是相信有一天总会到来的.
希望不是在骗自己. 哈哈.
爱情总是一个让人着迷, 陶醉的东西. 就象我和108谈起我在看偶像剧的时候, 他就说了一句: "一定是爱情剧对吗? 女孩子最喜欢的." 虽然有点'一根竹竿打翻全船人', 但多少有点准确吧. 不过我要声明: 谁说男生就不喜欢爱情偶像剧! =P
两点三十分的试卷- 多五个钟头开始, 多七个钟头结束. 人生就是那么傻呼呼的计.算.着.
ppl are often selfish, when it comes to things tt dont mean a d*mn to them, they dont bother. when things matter to them alot, they bug u like hell. just giving u a taste of ur own medicine...grr...
@ 12:39 AM
又是到了精神解放的时候了. 错! 并不是又考了一张试卷, 只是又累了.
已经被那受了伤的中指给逼疯了. 时好时坏的, 痛了又痛. 不是说要好了吗? 难道这些又是说来哄人的而已. 有时候真想把它割掉算了! 消极但真的痛得好烦. 讨厌不能写好字的时候.
此刻欲言又止. 本有好多好多想说的, 突然又不见了. -_-
有时觉得自己好幸福, 因为象大家所说的, 自己至今的成就也不算少. 但就是有些人不懂得这种道理. 需要苟且偷生吗? 需要颓废吗? 世界有那么可恨吗? 人生有那么难过吗? 到头来还不是自己在安排自己的命运. 你不主宰, 别人也拿你没办法. 你也就别怨在别人身上, 更重要的是, 你.为.什.么.要.打.扰.别.人.的.生.活. 我鄙视你. 我讨厌你. 我上无X可学习, 下无X可教导. 算了吧, 做好自己的事, 养好家人就算了. 还指望什么.
and this afternoon..i was in reminescence mode once agn...mebe cos of hall magazine, mebe cos im leaving this place where i stayed for most of 2 yrs, mebe im juz kinda tired la...went ard taking pictures...some fun things n happenings juz popped into my little brain...n juz set me thinking...thinkthinkthink...its juz made me to become wat i am...n cherish wat is all ard me...thankew ppl...
everybody has ways of tackling stress...i listen to music...and...i mk sure i do my best in whatever i do...ultimately it all boils down to me...i did wat i did for myself...so if the outcome is bad or good...its all my fault...
aniwae...恶作剧之吻 is a nice show...can go look for it on youtube...english name is it started with a kiss...how i got to noe abt it is a funni process...at my last ppr, my fren was telling me she was watching this n not realli studying...waha...rem zhen mentioned it before...n sang the theme once at kbox...but...i dont know y it looks even more familiar than it is...no idea y...but its a gd wae to mk mi happi...real gd wae...
要说就胆敢去说
要做就胆敢去做
你 会 吗?
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 11:57 PM
WHY...
does my finger have a mind of its own?
does it act as if there's a knife poking my skin from inside?
is it not well yet?
are there tiny blood vessels visible on the new skin?
do i stil have physio on the 8th?
am i unable to massage the 'thing' awae?
is there an ugly scar?
its juz plain disgusting la.
ARGH.
@ 3:46 PM
biscuit posted this on his blog longlong ago...now den i take come n plae...waha...most of my pix had choi ji-woo n stephen chow appearing...woranuch wongsawan for some...she's a thai actress...% oso qt high leh...haha...tink my teeth realli look veri alike with xing-ye...hoho...ppl director leh...oso qt big shot...look lk guy...eh...okie la...
@ 2:10 PM
3 more to go!
juz released large amounts of information from my brain...so its not working as well as it shd...so i shd rest...so pleaseeee.... LET ME STONE...
shall finish up population notes tonite...den if got time can start mugging on climates le...aniwae went to pick up the essays juz now...lit in the end we got a B...oh well...den climates winston not in! sigh...bluff me...he sae he'll be in the whole time...rarr...otherwise dunoo when den can go n get it liao...post up some fun stuff later...wahaha...
time to while my time awae b4 mugging AGAIN...
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Monday, April 24, 2006 @ 10:30 PM
i tink this planeteer abeet suku...tourism devt rite...she made notes out of the lecture notes...den...she made smaller notes on square ppr (like cue cards)...den...she made notes agn on one ppr to summarise the whole module...and now...she doesnt noe which on to study...notes of notes of notes of notes...
n pls not act hero the dae bfore one ppr go n anihow scar massage ur ugly joint! now tt part is super tight la...tml cannot bend cannot write den u noe..!use so much strength for wat...not scared pain ah...
@ 8:46 AM
added flickr badge, increased my font size! stop hiding in ur measly tiny words.
buck up and imagine u r eating doraemon's memory bread...
u wil rem everything for tourism devt tml...
u r captain planet's sidekick...
and the pwr is urs!
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 2:28 AM
jia kantan 不知道跑到哪里去了,所以今晚由蔡婆婆代班!
蔡婆婆觉得jia kantan以前写过的东西蛮有意思的, 再翻出来给各位瞧一瞧!
"谢幕了
曲终人散
我还留在那儿
等着你的出现
陪我跳完那支舞
说完那几句的对白
给我一个完整的交代
但现实唤醒我的美梦说
你.不.在"
"sometimes when tings turn for the better
u heave a sigh of relief
n am convinced
u have done the right thing
to perservere
to carry on"
为什么jia kantan最近写不出这种东西来呢?可能没有灵感吧.但新歌却写了一首!
刚才婆婆和世锦爷爷去跑步...好久没有去了, 所以婆婆特别的开心,心情好了一点. 要感谢世锦爷爷! 虽然是最近在组屋区里和世锦爷爷认识的, 但是还蛮谈得来, 只不过婆婆一直被世锦爷爷笑, 有点不爽. 找一天弄湿世锦爷爷晒的衣服, 反正婆婆我住六楼,世锦爷爷住二楼! 哈哈!
别以为婆婆老了就没有读书哦! 最近在和jia kantan一起学习. 她是专攻地理的, 所以婆婆就跟她读一样的东西. 现在读的是旅游的发展. 读到好烦! 为什么要读旅游? 去旅游不可以吗? 烦死了! 明天还要读...为什么...但为了不要输给世锦爷爷, 我要用功, 所以和他讲话的时候可以用一点墨水来淹死他...
时间不早了...婆婆要睡觉了! 临走之前, 送你们一手歌. jia kantan 教我唱的...! 改天一起去RC KARAOKE!
如果有一天
現在也只能欣賞 唯一的合照一張
淡忘了的是那個街角 想念的是當時的微笑
生活中交錯失望 越想念就越孤單
若再被寂寞迎頭趕上 多感傷原來只是正常
你是不是也在品嚐 一個人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察覺到 多出時間看天色的變換
如果有一天 我們再見面 時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略 互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天 我們都發現好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現 就給彼此多一點時間
别担心...婆婆没事, 不难过. 等jia kantan回来我帮你问她有没有事ok? 哈哈!
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Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 1:28 PM
one down four more to go...
restless leh..weather not cool, how to study? haha...
jap was okie la...juz tt for listening compre...as u listen more...u lose concentration more...den...oh well...and yuanhao san was suggesting to close ur eyes n listen...he sae it onli works for those who do tt long term eg. weilian...buden...true wat...duno where i read...when u block off one sense then the remaining senses will b more active...juz tt scared if i close my eyes too long...later zzz...then gone liao...haha...aniwae...no more jap liao!
there's this blog tts spreading ard lk wildfire...abt 2 17yr old guys being a couple...oh well...kinda amusing....can provide entertainment...im okie abt it la...got gay frens oso ma...juz tt mebe its attracting some kinda over-attention...haha...spreading lk nobodi's business la! neighbour mummi knew abt them first...den sae i got ppr nxt dae, so don tell mi to distract me...den...i got to noe abt it fr kor the nxt dae...haha...n she was surprised how quick i got it...i tink the last time some blog created some hoo-hah was the twits or sth...abt a grp of girls who type in alternate caps...n spelling all a horror...impossible to read...
frankli...if they weren't pretty boys...i doubt anione wld realli go n create such a ruckus abt them...well, if u're interested, click here...free advertisement agn...help them increase visitor count...haha...
some entertainment bfore mugging for nxt ppr! pplive...wahaha...
oh yah...n i wanna jog tonite...after eons...heh...
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Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 12:01 PM
jumping jellybeans and joyful jackals...tml is my first paper, my last jap exam(i tink).
rem when i mug at home i tend to read aloud. so my mum will b skeptical of wat i'm reading (as usual haha). so no more 'ka-na-sai' in front of her as she saes, cos sometimes my sentences end with KUDAsai...
*bunny hop*
on to preparation for my 4th paper...meaning making notes out of my lecture notes n readings...wahaha...astonished eh...but no kancheong...jap is tml so its done...my 2nd paper i juz finished drawing the diags yest...my third ppr tt time did for the mid sem test liao so juz printed it out...den...now on my 4th exam prep loh...
the logic behind this note making...is...i like my own handwriting... =P it reduces the amt of stuff i have to read thru la...sometimes slides are juz so wordy n unreadable...notes can use short form n draw symbols ma...acronyms n stuff...so...easier n fun-ner to read loh...
it alwyz brings me bk to this question that: y m i mugging so hard? for what for who for ...ARGH! yah...u get the idea...den i come bk to the notion...scholarship.CAP to look after. dowan to go down leem kopi w moe etc etc...for myself.keep the CAP.can do honours....after all the xtra letters are gonna appear aft my name! okae. so study okie.
last nite was terrible to sleep. cos cldnt get to sleep. rarr. went to bed at 130am lidat...den flip flip flip flip until 330 stil haven sleep.. todae woke up 815...ahaha...act woke up 730 den went bk to slp agn...sigh...nm la...tired todae later easier to slp oso...hoho...
jumping jellybeans bk to work.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 12:38 PM
im back! from my hiatus..! n as i promised...peektures!
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 3:05 AM
summary of 13th april thurs. great.
reasons:
1) last dae of school term
2) i-need-good-food mood appeased
3) great Cblk Command
went to visit shanice cos of her knee op..juz brought mi bk to when i was the one in the hosp..so told her wat i knew..aft tt went 85mkt w wenhao, jieling n alvin..had much fun entertaining ourselves at the hosp..and at the food centre..ate ALOT OF GOOD FOOD! good food doesnt have to b expensive btw..ate ba chor mee, carrot cake, satay, bbq chicken wings and slurped down sugarcane.
came back for seniors supper plus command..food was yummy tho din eat alot..too full..haha..despite the glitch, things went on well, veri touched despite being not a final year..oh well..pictures sae a thousand words so be patient all of u. up soon when i upload..cable at hm laaaa..
thx alvin for accompanying me on the rooftop...heh...appreciated...long time since i've been able to do tt with anibodi, perhaps mebe mama...
emo likes to run wild when u least expect it...lows for a long while...den a super unexpected high which contributes to a low...and a i-don't-noe...mebe i shd consider changing emo into eLmo...cuter...and easier to manage...haha...*RUBBISH*
time to slp n head home on the long bus rides tml morning...goodnitez world!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 @ 11:23 PM
when i refuse to mug...i blog...not concentrating cos of the long dae i had todae...my infamous 10am-8pm straight of lessons tuesdaes...and todae is the last tuesdae that will be like that! okie i had a break in between this time cos lecture ended earli and one of my tut wasnt on todae...
this sem is one of the most-est busiest i've had la...got back most of my essays, assignments and stuff...went to check out exam venues and weightages...download past exam paper...yah the usual BORING stuff...juz a list down of my achievements (?) so far...heh...(skip this part if u tink im boring...)
spore lit essay C+ (first essay done with my terrible silli hand injured) was a tuff one cos i chose the more difficult text and...as usual with my lit...i alwyz stray...haha...they alwyz sae i make interesting points...den wasted i nv elaborate...or i juz lose focus..hmmm...oh well... the test kinda made up for it tho...B!
tourism tutorial assignments (B n B-) tap-tapping on the laptop for these two while other ppl wrote...haha...privileged person...but once is enuf...heh...the essay got B! on tourism devt in france...this was a gao xiao one la...i asked for extension for this...den i put in the wrong mailbox...so my lecturer cldnt find...den he asked mi for soft copy den he help mi print out n mark...haha...so...my lecturer is as blur as mi...but he is a funni old man...haha...
pop proj and essay both a B...oh well...little to dae abt this...this was the toughest (proj i mean) and thank gdness its over.
climates test...rather proud of this! heh...13 and one quarter upon 15! which makes a B tooo...cos i mugged hard for this...and...i wrote it with my left hand! with some extension of course...but i'm realli happi for this...hope the grp essay and exam can go well oso...qt confident for this module...
stil got 2 grp essays not back yet...cos juz handed in last wk n on mon...hope they are well too...
wat a sem.
as usual, some words on the teaching staff of these modules...heh...LIT: dr h realli a nice guy la...be it for my essay extension, or our troublesome grp essay...he was v understanding...n his lectures are engaging...altho he's an angmoh but somehow i kinda feel he's qt closely singaporean oso...ahah...suits the module cos its singapore lit eh...and dr s is my lecturer from 1101...so oso used to her le...
POP: lectures were engaging...nv feel slpi before...and the videos shown were so thot provoking...and she oso veri cute la...talk halfwae will lose her train of thot...den she will sae...lets start agn...haha...den she will sae pardon her cos she growing old...
TOURISM: a veri senior dr w but he's a cute old man! altho...he tok a beet soft...den he like to laff at his own jokes buden we laff oso la..haha...altho sometimes at him...remembered for his wordy slides...replaceable of webcast lectures...haha...
CLIMATES: dr r! fr 1101 oso...last time earli morning lecture...felt he was kinda boring...*oops* buden this time mebe class smaller so felt it was fine...phy geog is for mi la...altho abeet mathematical but stil fine for mi...heh...climates water and environment nxtnxt sem? oh yah...n winst the ta who was from tj too...gossip during the driving thingy..haha...
JAP2: finalli back to japanese! saem lecturer...yuanhao san can mimick her veri well ahh...n incidentalli she's our TC tutor as well...not bad la...juz tt sometimes dunno whether she noe wat she doing oso...den mebe she shd get glassesss...
TA tut lai sensei abeet strict la...but actualli inside she's rather funni oso...i guess cos she's singaporean so she muz b fierce abeet else we tink we can juz tok rubbish with her...haha...but had fun times in TA....
TB suzuki sensei...another funni sensei...veri animated...remember how she likes to 'illustrate' her words with actions...i tink we were tokking abt the term death...den she made the sound 'weng' and flap her hands like angel flying to heaven lidat...den when ppl answer correctli she will 'ping pong' like in quiz show correct answer then den buzzer wil light n make a noise...haha...den i rem last tut we had...got one bug in the rm...so she kept opening the door trying to shoo the bug out saying 'sayonara'...haha..damn funni la...n cos tut is earli in the morning at 8am...so this realli helps a lot...
TC is a veri mixed class loh...got most of us singaporean chinese kids, china kids, italian kid, american kid, korean kid...so we realli had a lot of fun...esp when told to act out our own scenarios...den even funnier la...try to act hyper an all...alwyz have alot of fun...n we have a veri special seat rite at the door there...xia sensei will alwyz aim at that person to volunteer even if he does not volunteer...den we have our veri own fuji san whom we alwyz like to 'climb', attend his marriage, move house, veri busy jiu shi le...haha...and this veri blur guy who realli has a blur face...n i tink he is realli blur la...but last few tut he got sae a few veri impressive stuff wor...hehe....i had fun..
oh yah..another thing...i dont understann....y ppl alwyz think yuanhao san はわたしのかれ？cos we have the saem tut lessons TATBTC and go lecture tog... (BUT he pangseh mi once..haha) diaoz...and as yuanhao san saes...perhaps u can attribute it to their feng jian si xiang...haha...oh welll...last time kojima sensei oso sae...now xia sensei turn to sae...and the wae she ask mi damn funni la...she was juz doing her rounds in class...asking each person questions...den she ask mi if have boyfren...den i sae yes...den she ask is ur boyfren in classs...? rarr....den everibodi laff at mi...as if i have not enuff ppl laffing at mi...*bleahz*
rite...wat a long post this is...verbal diarrhoea...time for orhorh...i shall concentrate on doing proper work tml...and revise for my jap oral test on thurs! 頑張ってください！
Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 4:47 AM
此刻收音机播送着: "如果你爱我, 你会来找我..."
recentli addicted to the radio agn...as usual...i am me...need the music to soothe my wrangled nerves...seriousli veri bent and ugly rite now...until i dunno how to straighten them out le...and music on 933 after 2am is seriousli great. helps in concentrating, keeping awake and to soothe. thx to leeway and jonni for helping to keep mi awake too... =)
essays didn't feel so tuff...till u meet with 2 group essays...one has a missing member, who has not done her readings, not did her part of the essay, and submission is tml, and it is impossible to get her on her handfone. another one needs serious editing, be it between different parts or even in one person's part alone, and stuffs don get done til the last min, and some ppl seem to onli talk and dont do, clueless, lack of communication. rarr.
it doesnt feel nice hiding what u feel deep inside and leaving a nice facade for everybody to see. its a wae of survival, but one dae it will snap. juz like wat my therapist said abt my spoilt tendon. i am me. just tt sometimes, i juz dont noe how i shd b me. i can tink all i want, but i ought to do all i want too. one of those 5am nites agn. ha...at least i gave the essay a diet from 4400 words to 3699 words.
there is a time for everything? yah perhaps. except.
jelena means light. i wanna shine. i wanna exceed my own voltage. juz don go *poof*.
its simple.
i juz wanna b happi.