did sum amateur translation juz now...its an article in i-weekly...so if u hv it can go n c...n compare n comment on my translation...haha...
Have You Ever Thought Of Forgetting Someone?
Trying to forget her by hating her, forcing yourself, even lying to yourself. Ironically, did it ever occur to you that the more you try to forget, the more you end up remembering?
You tell yourself you must try your best to forget her. But once you tell yourself this, sadly, you are trying your best to remember her as well.
You haven’t been seeing her around. Perhaps she’s avoiding you, or perhaps you are being a hermit yourself. But why do you still keep thinking about her even more each day?
You don’t see her online on MSN. It’s been a long time since you’ve received her SMS or e-mail. You never coincidentally meet her on the streets anymore. But you miss her even more.
Both of you have even deleted each others photos, comments, testimonials and profiles in Friendster and Multiply.
You are escaping from reality. You need a quiet space by yourself to rethink your thoughts. You need time to forget. Yet, you are still unable to forget her. Is it because you don’t see her around anymore?
Finally, you see her nick appear online in MSN one midnight. Your heart skips a beat, and you move your mouse cursor over her nick. You hesitate for a second.
At that point, you realize that all your previous efforts to forget her have all gone down the drain. Whether you see her around or not won’t stop you from remembering her. There are countless other ways which bring you back to square one.
“If I had never got to know her, or if nothing had happened between us…even if I meet her now, she is just a stranger, or just a normal friend.” That’s just wishful thinking on your part. You even hope you can lose a part of your memory.
Sadly, what should we forget and what should we remember? We are in no position to choose.
Wise men say, “Time can make you forget everything.” You disregard that comment and argue that everyone is different, but you actually fear that you cannot stop thinking about her.
You are waiting for the day you forget to remind yourself to forget her. You hope to even forget this day.
If this happens, you have forgotten about her.
You keep thinking and tell yourself that there is nothing you can do to forget this relationship.
This love that you try to disregard yet ends up in the deepest depths of your heart.
felt tt it was qt meaningful...hmmzz...
aniwae mi using my old fone now...its rather pekchek...cos e buttons i press liao don realli respond...esp e space...need to press more than 2 times one lorh...hai...tml go n repair fone...hope its chopchop n they can save e info in it...else...argh!
28th oct thurs
aft eng tut went to lib e refreshment place w comfy chairs to go thru on e razzle notes...den went to meet zhen at arts canteen...bought food fr olive cove...she bought e tuna sandwich...mi bought e pasta salad...onli 2 bucks! cheapcheap...so we ate abeet...den start trans lect liao...den went bk to hall...finish up my food...den nearli raining agn...went to lit lect...den during lit lect...rained v heavily...so kongbu...hearing e rain drumming on e roof so hard...den out of no reason...aft lect i took out my fone den e screen turned black! duno wats wrong.. =( summore qt new one...
den went bk hall...dabao my food...den no time to eat...went to talentime...got singing n various skits by e blks...we got most creative blk prize...not bad la...den got a special treat by blk comm...got mud pie n icecrm...yummy...borrowed fone fr edwin cos mine is visibly hopeless...need to go nokia care n repair...it appeared to b ok for once when i switched it on...but when i put in my sim card den it went black agn...purposeli one...! sabo mi... =( den was cool cool agn bk in my rm...den went to slp liao...
29th oct fri
yishu win liao la...whole nite nv slp...so he didnt need to b called up by mi...haha...ate ny boring brekkie agn...dou sha bao n soya bean drink...den went eng lect...which aft tt yishu left to go bk to slp...den geog lect...nearli fell aslp during geog lect tho...he's too droney liao! *argh* den went bk hall pack my stuff...den dad sent mi hm liao...
din do much productive stuff when i got bk...played keyboard...read a magazine...n did eng tut lorh...n sum eng revision...den change my simcard to my old fone...mebe tml go n repair it...hope they juz change e screen or sth...nuah! watched e rslts show...chris is out...no more handsome face to watch liao...bleahz...leandra was hanging on e edge agn...hai...hope she wont b e nxt one...*choy* den watched e swimming show...ren wo ao you...shuai ges n mei nus...haha...den watched survivor...i v long nv watch tv liao! den zZz...
todae
slept much...altho i woke up twice bfore i realli woke up agn...ate prata...den did eng revision wksht...chi wksht...den now wanna do my lit essay liao lorh...weirdz...tink goin to rain agn...4+ onli darkdark liao...hmmzz...gotta start cracking on my essay...ganbatte!
my fone is stil black...humph...
yest aft e waffle...
did chi graded worksheet...den watched e oedipus rex multimedia video...qt interesting...to c it in a drama instead of words on a bk...but their lines were rather diff fr tt on e bk...full of anguish n emotions as usual...den did translation readings...had rehearsal for c blk item...got conned at 8...den dragged all e wae til 11...sigh...den skyped w darlin...
started raining...n i felt hungri...but decided to go n slp earli...
todae!
woke up earli...but not in e mood to go for brekkie agn...tis wk onli tml i wil go for brekkie...haha...lazee-iest...so made coffee...eat biscuits...finalli decided on e question i wanna do...try doin oedipus...break awae fr e novels...1000 word...but in 2 parts so i guess stil okie...ganbatte!
todae no trans tut liao...so tts y still here...goin for eng tut, den trans lect n lit lect...den fly bk for talentime...duno got time to eat not lorh...sigh...later then c la...coldcold dae todae...altho not rainin liao...but i like it! =)
*confusion getting e better of mi once agn...n i thot i areadi solved it...but circumstances do occur to mk mi waver agn once more...thx for e help! but i tink i need more...*
lazee la...zilch motivation to go for brekkie in e morn...aniwae...woke up todae...had a bath...
did reseach for my lit essay...comtemplating which question to do...sigh...
den went earli for lit tut to discuss lor...den i opened my golden mouth to present our grps answer...which most of it was wat i offered...tts y is i sae...haha...den got bk essay...mk mi feel abeet redeemed...cos got A-...haha...den got a gd oso...
dunno y ah...when i feel my essay is ok...den it turns out nuah...den when i tink its nuah...it turns out ok...qi guai! gotta start on my nxt essay...soon...nxt fri due liao lor...
came bk...was feelin hungri...den juz nice brendon got food! haha...so eating waffle now...thxthx...
mi weiwen n edwin trying to be part of e picture too...=p
mi n lingxin...
mi n edwin...sing off beat!! bleahz...
inspire grp foto!
from back L to R...keith, eugene, yaoqian, kimsim, lingxin, wei-ern
sens, jiayi, huiting, weiwen, mi
jamie, victor, surath, edwin, lin =)
25th oct mon
was guai...did chi revision...managed to get up to date by going thru e lecture slides...n mk notes...so tiredz...den went for c blk rehearsal...danced e funni dance...xia suay onli...but wateva...at least im doin sth yeah...mking myself useful...den went for 'relac one korner' rehearsal...as usual..ppl late...*grr*...n as i expected...rehearsal lasted til 1+...dotz...den got 'lectured' abt attitudes...alwyz lidat bfore a performance one...last time lv yuan oso lidat...*all coming bk to mi agn*...den e emptiness wil return aft performance...
chatted w darlin on e fone...den zzz...
26th oct tues
woke up late...boo...din go for brekkie downstairs...a matter of laziness...den went for chi lect...duno wat e lecturer tokking abt...hv to do revision when i return...oso nv follow e text one...den went for lunch w zhen jul n bee...den met qc n bl...chatted awhile...den walked bk to hall...paid $$ for holiday stae...den did lit tut abeet...den felt tired...wanted to tk pwr nap on e table...15 mins...den cldnt stand...too tired...so slept on e bed...15 mins 15 mins n another 15 mins...ended up slept abt an hr lor...sigh...den went for sound check...den dinner...den went bk rm to change...den perf start liao lorh!...overall was okie...juz tt raining heart was too fast! *bish for edwin*...thx to guanhua, lingfeng, baoling, qianchou, bazang, qinghui, yuanhao n yongli for coming...
aft tt had supper...ordered pizza...n had onion rings fr mini fong seng oso...den came bk liao...
tml got one tut onli...lucki...cos i m kinda tired...n got stuff to do oso...lit essay n chi worksheet...
emptiness settling in...aft everi performance...alwyz e case...brain overworking...unwilling to settle down in my drms if ani...
relac-ed one korner areadi~wat next?
on my bdae...si ren bang at TM fish n co..
my puzzle...
haha...i'm bk...weirdli on a sun nite in hall...cos juz now had rehearsal...aniwaes...lemme update on e past wk bfore another starts tml...
21 oct thurs
hmmzzz...had another prac w edwin, huiting n wei-ern for 'raining heart' agn...getting beta...so glad...but tiredz...slept at abt 1+...dotz...
22nd oct fri
managed to wake up...den went for brekkie...missed yishu sitting in a corner...den i called him...so paiseh...haha...den went for eng lect...den geog lect...got bk geog project...got a stupid B...so sad...put in much effort den lidat...haiz...den yishu's fren wilson do rather last min can get so gd...*not fair one*...
den dad came over to fetch my stuff hm...i returned bk to hall...did eng tut...n tried to do sum readings...ok la...not realli v productive...den drank hot milo...cos it was raining...haha...den felt v shuang...den went for a bath...den went to eat dinner...was chicken chop...rather yummy i muz sae...but e chicken too beeg liao...chi bu wan...=( ...den 8 went for inspire rockers combined rehearsal...cldnt go for c blk onez...ppl late as usual...so started late...went thru all e songs...got a few hiccups here n there...ppl getting pek chek...but i guess its ok la...it'll b a rocking perf on tues! den nuahed thru e nite...slept late...*guilty*
23 oct sat
haha...so todae woke up late...abt 9 lidat...so no brekkie lor...den packed up stuff...den took e long ride hm...10 den 17...reached hm had lunch...den stil v nuah...sigh...play keyboard...den did sum chi revision...slept earli...cos nxt dae got tuition...
24 oct todae!
had tuition for henry...tml his exam start liao...went bk...plae keyboard agn...den did more chi revision...den dad sent mi bk to hall...packed abeet of stuff...den time to go for prac liao...prac mass song first...sounding gd! hee...den prac 'raining heart' agn...getting beta once more...yeahyeah...perf turning out gd liao...*jiayou*
den went ard to sell tix...threw e remainder n money bk to edwin liao...wash my hands off it...haha...called darlin...he's coming bk fr his climbing trip...so perhaps i can get to c him online later...ought to get a hot drink agn...go n mk my trusty milo...den i shall mug...
spinning FIR once more...not sian ok! haha...
tml no lessons...onli got c blk rehearsal at 8 n inspire rockers at 10...so jiayou le...try to b more productive for e afternoon...*ganbatte*
yoz...dead beat now...
haha...tis morn...super notti...nv go for brekkie agn....altho i woke up at e saem time...den went for last trans tut...gave bk most of e assignments la...im sumwhere hovering between average n below average agn...*sigh* 16/20 n 12/20 respectively...den went for yongtaufoo lunch in arts canteen agn...haha...i so boring hor...alwyz eat e saem things one...hmmzz...den went for eng tut...another sian rslt...61/100....n e average is 65 lor...juz a few marks more i oso cannot get...*bonk mi* den went for trans lec...not much ppl todae...alot of ppl pon...hai...did translation for harry potter...den cos was feeling abeet chan zui...so went to arts canteen w zhen...drank mushrm soup w bread....*yummy* super nice...den went bk hall...
once agn emerged fr hall for lit lect...feelin slpi agn...but fr turner was funni as usual...den went bk...chopchop ate my dabao dinner...toufu, veggie n chicken...den went cultural nite w mother n shirley liao lor...e show was nice! featuring e 6 cultural grps fr KR...choir, acapella, drama, inspire, rockers,...i forgot e last one...nm...hmmzz...
e story started w a ghost walking in...den she was playing w a boy...den change scene to tis gal called meilan who had to b a cabaret girl cos her father has debts n e mother is juz a seamstress...den she met tis master jie at e cabaret...they fell in love...but master jie's mum is agst it...cos not men dang hu dui...
meilan has another admirer...tis guy who had known her since pri sch...n serves coffee at e coffee shop...juz nice tt dae he go n find her...den master jie proposed to her at e pub they were at...e coffee boy was super angri la...n said if he cant hv her...den no one can...so in e end meilan was killed by e coffee boy...
den change scene to e mourning of meilan's death..but master jie found meilan alive at e funeral...so he brought her to e pasar malam kinda place to buy things...den master jie's mum appeared...they started quarelling...den it was revealed tt master jie was act w meilan's ghost n his mum is a ghost oso...cos at e starting he was playing w e ghost who was his sister...so he got third eye can c ghosts one...mebe i describe not v exciting...but it was nice la...
reminded mi of e lv yuan days bk in tj...dramadrama where r u now? seems lk im neglecting u...doing more of singing now la...hmmzz...i miss being some one else...being e schizo lili...haha...wonder if there is a chance to b a xi zi agn? *hope*
tml got earli lessons...zzz...den aft tt aft free...den at nite got blk talentime rehearsal...den 'relac one korner' rehearsal...hope everithing goes well...
yep...mi bk...phew...juz finished readin my last lit text well...its another plae...comedy...called on e razzle...got rather funni parts...n did a word list on it...as in all e words i duno one went to look up...feel so stupid....cos so mani words duno...but feel accomplished aft finishing e list...hee...
juz now came bk fr lit tut finished my puzzle...haha...so gaoxiao...cannot stand myself...n now tt its done...feel lk keeping it up agn...cos mei you di fang fang le...its occupying my drawer for putting keyboard...which i usualli put my stuff to read...or to eat...yepz...nm...shall leave it there for e time being...
prac w edwin for e song juz now...hope it goes well...change key liao...so my accompaniment oso guaiguai one...juz cross fingers don go off tune can liao...
juz now for aft tea drank e >>soupy snax<<...v nice n thick...haha...find it very yummy...i wan more! haha...but not healthy ah...msg...hmmz...
sorta decided abt staying or not staying...tink mos prob i not staying liao...cos interviews finish tis wk...n i don wanna sign up liao la...lk yuanhao tell mi...its not worth it staying up late for meetings n stuff making urself so busy juz cos u wanna stae near sch...yepz...den darlin was saying its not realli me oso...up to wat i wan...now i areadi so off liao...haha...aniwaes...tis wk realli all e rehearsals lor...relac one korner rehearsal...n blk talentime item oso rehearsal...i join mother for dance...umbrella dance summore...sure super funni one...
tml got cultural nite...wanna watch...but i got lessons til 7...den by e time i eat liao...duno in time or not...c la huh...hopefulli can get a place or sth...tell mother to bk seat for mi? haha...c how la...wan to support inspire ppl singing...
yepz...tink i go mug abeet more...den wait for darlin so can skype abeet...
cyaz...(so fast goin to end of wk agn...)
10:52 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
gd morningz ppl....finalli bk to report on my weekend...was a packed one...
15th oct fri
hmmz...yep...so i left for LITO at abt 4...managed to reach abt 445 lidat...but e security having break...agn....so muz wait for him to come bk to draw key...so stood ard lor...den celina is act GRO...got c her face bfore one...yep...so went to prep sem rm...frankli alot of stuff is i do la...cos she sae she too long nv do liao...so muz guide her...or sumtimes i rather do myself la...but she got beeg lungs...so i let her shout at e kids...haha...
turned out it was thai kids...not chinese! stupid john!! 39kids 3 adults...so they din realli understan mi...cos their chaperons had to keep translating wat i said...so i felt tt e shark talk was rather useless...cos not much response fr them...onli e frt row those few kids who understand mi onli...hmmzzz...
den had dinner..din serve food...for once...haha...den aft went oceanarium...took grp A...spore wetlands changing exhibition hall close liao...so now e tour v short onli...cos no more arowana, archer fish, mangrove tank n seahorses...din realli get to tok much...juz tok abeet...in simple eng summore...yeah lor...den met another GRO there...called nick ah...celina's fren oso...den went to musical fountain...they ah...nv follow one lor...walk all over e place...den even e chaperon juz walk ahead of mi...nv notice mi! i got so short meh...*grr*den onli when i told him den he sae sorry...hmzz...den went bk for supper...they super picky...got 4 dishes they onli finished up e choc eclairs n siew mai...den e cheecheongfun n seafood dumpling left untouches...hai...den e guys keep crowding rd e tumbler drinking milo...den got one gal duno where she go...by e time she come bk areadi no milo...den they took a super long time to bathe lor...by e time settled down areadi 11+ liao...
den went for bath...n slept...celina decided to b superwoman i not slp...!?!?...i slept...nt tt well...juz ok...cos got woken up by fat security guards...n stupid mosquito bites on my face...*itchy* by e time i woke up nxt morn...areadi bitten lk nobodi's business...
16th oct sat
had brekkie...den brought em to dolphin lagoon...den interaction w dolphin ah...dunno y i bcum helper lor...cheap labour...tell mi go in e water to guide them...cos celina cant go in...aniwaes...e kids loved e dolphin...as usual...den tis stupid female chaperon...don understan eng isit? we ask for last call who wan to go in e water liao...she so late den respond...so jumbo had to b called bk agn...grr...end up e dolphin lagoon so pissed...mi n celina were pissed too...den tt stupid woman went to call e person incharge of e bringing of thai kids one la...complain lk nobodi's business....eg y supper not enuff food...den i shoot him bk lor...sae cos e kids don understan mi...den i told e chaperons liao...tt they eat finish one serving den come bk n get more...den was saying this has NV happened in my other grps cos they understan mi...*argh*
okae...finalli got them bk in sem rm...finishing liao! juz threw em e feedback form tell e chaperon to do w them...den gave out e pencils...duno wat celina doin lor...missing in action! den finalli time for them to leave...took pix w e few guai gals...den go off liao...celina return key for mi...den i went hm liao...
met mum at psr mrt...went to buy sushi for lunch...den did abeet of shoppin at ntuc...den picked up e cake...den rested...cut e cake...den went tm meet lynnie, zhen n lin go eat at fish n co...not bad la...we had seafood platter, sambal fish, n fish n chips...den we went sunplaza park...they bought 2 small cakes for mi...den was super funni la...alot of things happened bfore managed to light e candle...thx gals...
17th oct sun
hangover ah...slp until late...den did work lor...not a spectacular dae...wanted to do puzzle...but din get down to doin it...watched e zhang fei show...suddenli forgot e name...*bleahz*
18th oct mon
sis frens came over to do art project...for awhile onli la...den they went to plae liao...so was rather noisy...had tuition for henry...den went bk did work n milled ard e house...nth much to do...feelin too nuah liao....aft dinner headed bk for hall...w my dabao xiaobao...den took e long ride hm...reached hall abt 8+...skyped w darlin...slept late at one...cos i was so anxious in doin my 500 piece puzzle...onli did abeet la...e outline onlie...n abeet of grass...haha...
19th oct tues...sis bdae
din go for brekkie...laziness...went for chilect...den jap lunch in canteen w zhen...den chi tut...had a pwr nap when i came bk...den geog tut...got much to do...but i hope e division in work helps...den had prac for inspire...9-10 was in music rm for xinxiangyu...den 10-11 was xinxiangyu in band rm...den 11-12 was qishishiai in band rm...phew...but dragged a leetle...so by e time i came bk...was dead beat...w a irritating-est headache...den quickli went to slp...
todae...
peeled myself off e bed for brekkie..took 2 swiss roll...met keith in dining hall...got feelin he nv slp...do work there until tis morn...den came bk chatted w darlin...n now here i m...updating myself...
got 'scolded' by edwin last nite...for not joining ani comm...haha...he sae i wan dan liao...den so not on for blk oso...hmmzz...even if i wanna join now...oso muz join 4 comm...cos i nv join sports ma...buden agn...i realli duno if i wana stae in hall...i enjoy e quietness...of being alone...n not realli e hall activities...altho i hv made a few frens in inspire tt r worth keepin i muz sae...
if i realli wanna join...not much comm left now oso...haha...n im lazy...mebe i juz join one for fun? its weird ah...knowing i gotta do sth to stae...yet reluctant to do it...hai...cos im undecided...juz not mi...to b working w ppl i don noe...n running all over being busy...n juz being on lor...juz not mi...summore e schship is pushing mi...pressin mi to do well...i duno...hai...
cya peepz....
zhen sent mi one...sounds juz lk mi....
Opal or aquamarine (Libra)
You like: Pretty ornaments, cuddly toys, romance and candles.
You dislike: Loud computer games, wrestling, yesterday's fashions and being lonely.
You're best at: Patching up problems between mates, always seeing both sides of the story and surrounding yourself with beautiful things and people.
Deep down: You yearn to find ur soul mate - the one man who will sweep u off ur feet and ride into the sunset on a big white horse. Love and relationships are what matter to u most.
Your career: In keeping with ur caring nature, choose veterinary science, teaching or medicine.
Fashion: You like clothes with a sexy, feminine feel. You love frills and flounces but won't wear them unless they're in fashion. You look good in a variety of colours from bright red and navy to softer, more pastelly shades. When it comes to accessories, you like jewellery but it has to be discreet and understated. No tiaras for you, thanks very much!
As a mate: U will go to any lengths to avoid tiffs and hate it when a friendship breaks up. Ur mates find u interesting and objective but they get frustrated when u can't make up ur mind. Mostly, though, they think u are trustworthy and terrific.
As a girlfriend: U love being part of a couple and will work ur socks off to keep things calm 'n' cosy. Arguments bother u so u would rather avoid an issue than knuckle down and sort it out. U are happiest when everything's rosy and crumble into a tearful heap when it's not.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
do i love bloggin or wat! my 3rd post for e dae!
juz finished dinner not long...had mutton, curry veg n sausage n egg...haven eaten my watermelon tho...hmmzz...
sorta finished editing geog essay...wan to send to yishu but he not online...qi guai...
juz went down to fill up my water tumbler...when i saw 2 girls holding hands...ok...mebe i'm over reacting...but it did seem tt they were les...well...one super short hair...den one long hair one...*yikes* juz not used to it la...not realli exposed to tis kinda thingy one u noe...
den went in kitchen got 2 guys frying chicken wings...borrow our kitchen...duno b or d blk la...din hear properli...den i go n fill water lor...den e guy frying chicken wings say...'eh u dunman high one ah'...my xyz shirt gave my identity awae! but i dun recognise him so nm...haha...
bk to e bks...
6:40 PM
juz finished my geog project!! 1709 hrs...goin for dinner soon...den can settle down to revise eng...den first yr meeting at 2000 hrs...they said it will tk abt 45 mins...n i hope so...else...*grr*
astonishing! not slpi! aft not much of a proper slp...mebe shd try tis sumdae agn...haha...juz abeet blurblur...
n hunger rating ah...ok la...juz ate a few more biscuits when was doing e project juz now...dinner coming soon aniwaes...
juz now lit tut was ok...opened my golden mouth to sae sth abt Brodie...okok...not as bad as i thot...cant sae tt abt essay tho...bleahz...*afraid* so v afraid...
finalli...
un-essay-fied...(juz e eng test on fri stil bugging mi...)
5:13 PM
hmmzz...
i slept 2+...
woke up at 7+...
msn-ed w darlin...
slept agn at 9+...
woke up agn at 1010...
bathe...1047 now...
crumbs monster lks to hv her brekkie n lunch represented by biscuits...n in e comfort of her own rm...so there...
lit tut later...den bk to finish geog proj...den eng test revision...
crumbs goin to make crumbs out of sugar biscuits liao...*munch*
10:49 AM
managed to finish my lit essay on sun nite...chatted w darlin on fone...called mi fr his hall public fone...
mon 11 sept
went to henry's for tuition...den went bk hm...did e geog essay thingy...try to add in my own pts...den entertained myself w music...bleahz...den went bk hall aft dinner at hm...da bao xiao bao...cos got bring LITO stuff ma...slept at 1...cos skyped w darlin
tues 12 sept
woke up earli...but din go down to get brekkie...lazee! so lazee...*smack backside* so ate biscuits in my rm...zhen din cum...cos she got hurt after she fell fr her bicycle over e weekend...get well soon!
so went for chi lect la...met shuying outside so sat w her lor...todae's lect was uber dry...den i lk in a trance lidat...hypnotised...until almost finishing liao den i realise e time...yepyep...so went canteen bought black jelly drink...den went to tis bazaar outside lt9 look see...den mi n weijun share a puzzle...buy 2 cheaper ma...so bought a winnie e pooh at 5 bucks...500 pieces...but not original one la...but i guess e pic wil turn out pretty...cos got all of them onez...hee...den went bk hall...got my laptop...den met yishu in lib to do geog project...
reached there did awhile...den we felt it was beta to do bk in hall...so we went bk agn...haha...borrowed one of e bks juz in case...mmhmm...den we did much work lor...discuss...den almost done liao...juz e organisation need to do tml...hope it goes well yeah...den dabao dinner up...got brinjal, chicken n toufu...den watched a beet of tv...den printed notes...
haha...when i was printing out my assignments...felt a sense of accomplishment...cos no need to do anithing ma...juz print out..lk so easi lidat...but i stressed during weekend la...yet...felt a sense of defeat...lk so ctrlled by work lidat...so stressed by it...*grr*
den went to band rm for inspire prac for 'qi shi shi ai'...changed into fullband style so had much fun singing...very shuang de gan jue...lk when u get a gd sound system eh darlin? hee...oh yep...now can do sum advertisement here...hmm...but doubt kor n sha can cum la...aniwae its on 26th of oct...in kr hall la...wil b singing 2 songs...in a diff presentation w diff instru...yep...first perf in nus...hope it goes well...
den skyped w darlin for awhile...hmmz...i noe its rather late now...beta go n slp...was busy searching for a particular paragraph in my lit text...but cannot find...think i shall try agn tml morn...humph.....dunno wat happen...so easi oso cannot find...e text so thin summore....*hai* tml wil do revision for eng test...n finish geog essay...jiayou le!
still feelin defeated~tiredz...nitez...
2:18 AM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
i'm feelin below average...
lit essay a beeg fat C: below average
eng test 59/100: below average
chi test 12/20: below average
makes mi below average...
finish up another lit essay tonite...n a geog essay tml nite...hope they wont b below average...
6:59 PM
turned out wed din go for tsls meeting...cos got alot of ppl cannot mk it...haha...den oso nv go for mooncake fest...cos was busy doin my stuff liao ma...so din wan to break my momentum...heard lotsa commotion on e rooftops of various blks...but i guess i was ok...working hard in my rm...
7th oct thurs
woke up earli...dabao lor mai kai up for brekkie...den went for trans tut...last grp work liao...on trans for hp manual...den qt 'explosive'...huo yao wei hen zhong...haha...den limin sae ok la..can go n fight liao...den went to arts canteen eat laksa yong tau foo agn...addiction liao...bleahz...den went for eng tut...den went to meet zhen n jul in lib lor...readread...den went for trans lect...guest lec by a linguist...so qt relaxed la...but rather cheem lor...alot of linguistic stuff...but i noe la...sum lor...cos in eng got teach ma...but he v corny lor...alot of lame stuff...den expect us to laff...bleahz...den aft tt went bk hall...nuahnuah abeet...den went for lit lect...abt sophocles...oedipus e king....a greek plae...den got watch it in jap...qt gaoxiao cos dono wat he tokking abt...den their faces all full of emotions...watched spore idol too...rock n roll yeah...
8th oct fri
woke up earli for eng n geog...den went bk pack stuff den took e long journey back...took 10...take until simei condo there...den took 17...den on 17 ah...got st anthony's pri sch gals...sitting juz in frt of mi...one chi gal n one malay gal...den ah...terrible la...she juz took out a marker n drew on e bus seat lor...den she still turn ard n look if got ppl looking at her...n i was...but she still bochup...stil take coin go n scratch e seat...gdness...wat is e world coming to lehz...hai...children these daes y so notti leh...hmmz...
so reached hm had lunch...den nuahnuah...did eng tut lor...den at nite watched spore idol...den so sad...david is out...no motivation to watch liao...humph...haha...but ok la...still got leandra to motivate mi...hee...chatted w darlin...
9th oct sat
went to guilly...but seok hian nv go so i no kid to take care of...den jiaqing forgot to tell mi...else i can don go one...hai...sabo mi...got much stuff to do leh...but nm...stil went along...took care of jermaine....den stil got frinzzi, kenny g, kelvin, lydia, yanting, huiting...yep...tink tts all...so plae water gun w them...wah...they lihai leh.. noe how to attack mi one lor...den i wetwet...hai...but it was fun...weather not bad for a suntan so i guess i was rather baked agn...haha...den went bk hm...den went for nephew's first yr chalet at tanah merah...
tml whole dae devoted for studies...hope to finish up asap...jiayou le...
spore river!!
laggin...n i m tired...but i need to update myself n evrione who reads tis blog abt wats happening to mi! okie...cont fr tues aft...left hall abt 2 to go yih update bankbk...finalli can! den i walked a funni rd to go central lib...not realli sure of e wae...so abeet lk follow ppl...den at one pt of time...i act clever...i walk another wae...den i walk e wrong wae...in e end still had to cross e rd to get to e lib...hai...so much for my zi zuo cong ming-ness...den went lib...cldn't find my el project members...so called n sms but no answer...so decided to go lib n find sum stuff to read...read areadi...den felt lk goin bk hall to rest in hall bfore coming out agn...den i saw them on my wae out...grr!! i was so angri...i din bother to acknowledge them...i mean...u engrossed in e project oso can answer e fone rite...totalli don care abt mi...hai...so i went bk hall...den met yishu go geog lab...discussed e project...as usual...dr yeung was entertaining leh...nv fall aslp...haha...den we sort of decided on wat to do liao...to find out whether more asians or more non-asians go to sentosa...den hv to survey n interview one...hope it goes well...den finish fieldwork liao can go down to doin e essay...chopchop okie? darlin called...when i was on my wae w mummi n c blk ppl to go engine there celebrate mooncake fest...so din realli tok much...miss darlin! hmmm...was qt nice ah...we went to engine pavillion...den got games...charades...n e new scissors ppr stone game...den got yummy supper by seniors...den got lotsa pix taken too...upload liao show u all...was much fun...feel abeet more 'known' among c blk....den cos no bus liao...so we took lanterns n strolled bk to hall...got lotsa attention but its ok...we r enjoying ourselves ma...haha... 29th sept wed woke up earli to go get brekkie...banana cake n swiss roll...den chat w darlin...den go bk n slp agn...den did abeet of work den go for lit tut liao...finished discussing abt moonstone...nxt wk is gonna b abt jean brodie...den went bk hall...met sharon mummi n yingyan for dinner at fongseng...ate nasi lemak...wasnt realli nice...cos when we were leaving...e nasi lemak decided to leave my body thru my mouth...sigh...so i was bent over e drain...n they were so worried abt mi...hai...so paiseh...n my nasi lemak emptied it self all awae...waste money...dunno wat happen... den aft tt felt abeet betta...so went sharon's hall to look see..chatchat abeet...den w yeejia oso...her neighbour...den went to jun's rm kachiao him awhile oso...den he sent mi bk to my rm lor...chatted a while more...den he left...den i chatted w my darlin...den zzZzz....
30th sept thurs din go for brekkie cos still had left over fr yest...e swissroll...haha...so ate den went for trans tut...was a cold dae...raining ma...so i decided to deck myself in long sleeves...to ward off e cold...tut was okie...limin was as entertaining too...but got another graded assignment...hai...due in 2 wks...jiayou le!...den went 2 eat yong tau foo at arts...AGN...but v nice la...i need to eat light stuff aniwae...den go fotocopy stuff w zhen...den went for eng tut...den hung outside lt9...wait for zhen n wait for trans lect...so sat there reading...den got sum guy...cum n 'da shan' mi...haha...cos he saw mi reading trans text so he ask mi if i oso in trans one...den i sae yes lor...don worri....he is abeet nerd-nerd...not sum da shuai ge casanova style....haha...den got tok abeet abt wat modules we take n whether we understand stuff in e textbk lor...den suddenli ah...when i was bk readin my bk liao he suddenli ask for my hp lor...xia dao wo...den i sae...orh...normalli i chat w ppl online...else my fone v ex ah...buden he sae he don online chat one...so...i juz gave him my email la...haha...wat an interesting encounter... aft lect...i hung ard agn...tis time @ coffee club xpress...ordered hot choc den sit there n read lor...raining ma...so got a hot drink to qu nuan...den went for lit lect...den went bk hall...den watched spore idol w jun...den chat w darlin...he was in lp's rm so got webcam...hee... 1st oct fri passed stuff to dad who came earliearli in e morning...met yishu for brekkie as usual...but cos i reached canteen earlier so i sat w near edwin tt table...den aft tt when i came bk w my food...den got other c blkers oso...so sit tog...den yishu went to chat w his blk ppl la...den went lect...eng n geog...geog catch got ball! cos got stuff we learn bfore in a lvls one...so was abeet lk revision...haha...cannot get complacent as darlin says...i wont okie...i got tk notes one ah...den went bk hall...e suayest of all suayest things happened to mi aft i left hall to go hm...*grr* took bus 10 to harbourfrt station...i was slpi ma...so kept falling aslp...den i was wondering if i was dreaming la...cos i lk slp so long liao stil onli at pasir panjang rd....den realise got jam...but each time i wake up...i'm still at pasir panjang rd lor...hai.. i left hall lk 1230...den by 1 i was still @ pasir panjang rd...den when juz 2 stops awae fr harbourfrt mrt...den e aircon spoil...uncle tell us to alight...den gv us all complimentary ticket(print out one) so we cld take another bus for free...hv nv met with this kinda situation lor...first time...den took 143 to harbourfrt...den took mrt...den took bus...reached hm at 230...took 2 hrs to go hm...argh...e last time i took onli 1 hr lor...sigh...suaysuay...den chatted w darlin n webcam...den did tut n sum packing den orhorh lor... 2nd oct sat woke up earli for fieldtrip to spore river...din want to wkae up...mum had too call mi...-_- den managed to reach there on time...met a new fren called charlene...so i got company for e trip! hee...dr yeung n dr chang were gd...knew more abt e usefulness n fun of fieldtrip...n got to noe more abt e area too...great morning spent...din regret waking earli...hee...den everione left liao...i went ard to take pix...lk a tourist...w my hat summore cos it was uber hot! den lotsa tourist look at mi...so funni...den took train went to bedok...went to bk to eat e 2 buck mushrm swiss...den got this grp of temasek sec students....i was amusing myself by looking at wat they were doing...listening to discman n doing work(i guess revision) tog...was wondering so noisy they still can work ah...den remind myself of e times i myself was busy muggin...den got one e gals....thot i looking at her...so she told her frens...den they turned to look at mi... she oso stare at mi...so i stare back at her lor...wats so funni one...tink u pretty den i stare at u ah...haiyoh...do ur work la gal...u don look at mi how u noe i looking at u...i mite onli b looking in ur direction but not looking at u lor...funni one leh...felt super funni eating alone la...don lk e feeling...i tink i shant do it agn...makes mi feel so alone...n sad... den reached guilly liao jiaqing assigned mi to seok hian...she a sweet gal with tt kinda black specs...she was doin puzzle w peixuan when i came...so i took over...den she's v clever...noe how to do most of e pieces by herself...den it was so easi to mk her laff...cos i tell her she put e pic of e dog e wrong wae...den need to rotate...so she was lk blurblur paiseh smile...cute! hee....den we played games...spelling game...she was so excited...had to hold her bk...den we had tea...she's v independent...can feed herself...n can wash her own plates n cups...n brush teeth rinse mouth aft tea...*impressed* den did sum work with her...maths n colouring...den was time for her to go hm...filled in her log file...saying wat i did w her for todae...nxt wk we goin swimming...haha...hope it goes fine...
tiredz....feelin so nuah now...juz wanna fall on e bed n slp...almost 12 liao...i muz try hard to get my slp...n get mani stuff done tml...jiayou le!aniw tml i oso not goin out so i tink it is highly possible to do much stuff...haha...oh yep...chatted w darlin juz now on his hall fone...he cooking multi racial lunch...happi cooking! c u all agn... 3rd oct sun
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so aft eating....went to tk bus to